As I am writing this post I can’t stop thinking about Bug. She died 2 weeks ago today. The pain and sadness I feel is so deep right now. I miss her so much – especially late at night – she used to stay up with me. Sometimes it’s easy to just love her and remember her but sometimes it’s just so painful. Right now is one of those times. I wish Bug would just walk into the room and tell me that everything would be ok, but she won’t. I just need to be with my tears and emotions and just let myself feel. I had so much love for that dog. Love is the best. Today, we went to an all school picnic for Ella’s school. It was actually on the campus of the school so it was so much fun. The kids played with eachother, we got to connect with other parents, and we were able to watch Ella interact with all of her school buddies. I think the picnic was great for the old and new families. After the picnic, we came back here and Ella got ready for Taekwondo and I stayed back to deal with a Comcast issue. When Ella and Sunny came back, Ella and I went to Stella and Juliet and KJ’s to play. The girls all had a lot of fun. We came home, cooked dinner and then we watched the sound of music. I think Ella was pretty into it, She loves music so much. I didn’t take any pictures at the picnic. Just believe me when I say that it was a lot of fun.
Ella before taekwondo class.
Playing around with friends in the class.
Stella and Ella creating with dough.
Ella was playing dress up over at the Kim/Krena household.
I’m sorry I didn’t read the blog yesterday. Thanks so much for the call last night. I should have been more sensitive about your missing Bug. I know I will feel her in the air in your apartment when we visit you next month. And I’m sure Papa will be trying to feed Bug under the table. Love you. Mom